sepotong kebahagiaan di antara tangis

August 19, 2008 at 5:02 am · Filed under golak hati ·Tagged , , , , ,

malam itu tiadalah mata terpejam sekedip pun

malam itu tiadalah mata kering sedetik pun

malam itu tiadalah bibir terhenti sedikit pun

melafadzkan pengakuan dan hajat

sesal dosa

proposal hidup mati

harapan dalam keputusasaan

kehinaan dan kerendahan hamba

puja puji keindahan kesempurnaan-Nya

tiada hingga tanpa batas

tersampaikan sudah,

nishfu sya’ban, gerhana, kemerdekaan

tetes demi tetes airmata darah yang terkoyak

tetes demi tetes kesedihan dan pilu

tetes demi tetes pengakuan dan hajat

nishfu sya’ban, gerhana, dan kemerdekaan

kala lauhul mahfuz, sang ummul kitab

dimaktubkan

kala maghfirah dan rahmah

dilipatgandakan ..

tiadalah orang banyak berdoa menyampaikan hajat atas takdirnya

tiadalah orang banyak menunduk mengaku menyesal

tiadalah orang banyak melihat ayat-Nya

bintang bertaburan dan gerhana bulan terang

terganti oleh gelegar gelegar kembang api

perih perih pedih pedih

sungguh pilu

andai mereka tahu, andai mereka tahu

inilah malam suci yang penuh barokah dan karomah

maghfirah dan rahmah

ihdii Ya Hadiyy ihdinash-shiraathal mustaqiim

Ihdinaa Ya Hadiyy Irhamnaa Ya Rahman

Ighfirlanaa Yaa Ghaffar

aku hamba hina faqir papa

tiada daya dan upaya ..

terlaknat dalam kepongahan

terkutuk dalam kecongkakan ..

Ighfirlii Ya Ghaffar Ighfirlii ……

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kebahagiaan terus mengalir,

di antara relung relung tangis sendu

kebahagiaan terus merekah,

di tiap sudut sudut kalbu

lega, bahagia

bersama jalanan shubuh yang sepi sunyi senyap

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pulang, lelah tubuhku terjaga sepanjang malam

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akhirnya kutinggalkan masjid almunawwarah .. berat hatiku meninggalkan malam suci ini, berat langkahku meninggalkan masjid ini.. andai, andaikan malam ini lebih panjang lagi . setelah membatin sesaat, aku berjalan pulang, ditemani fajar yang mulai merekah menampakkan sinar indah kemerah-merahan dan lembayung.. sepi, sunyi senyap pagut diriku .. sedangkan gerhana bulan mulai mengakhiri keindahannya ..

andai, andaikan malam ini lebih panjang lagi ..

sampai di rumahku, tak kuat lagi kakiku menopang tubuhku, tak kuat lagi mataku menopang kantukku. kasur sudah menungguku .. aku menyambutnya, melepas lelah tangis dan doa ..

andai, andaikan malam ini lebih panjang lagi ..

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pukul 11 siang, aku terbangun mendengar suara sepupuku .. ia datang bersama keluarganya .. Mba Mila, Mas Irgan, dan Rumi .. mas Rayyan juga datang . alangkah bahagia hatiku melihat bayi berumur 3,5 bulan ini. mengelus, memegangnya. sungguh indah Rumi .. aku seneng banget.

ini hari yang sangat amat indah bagiku .. walau hari kemerdekaan tanpa pesta pora tanpa makan besar , cukup dengan tidur dan melihat bayi ..

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Panon Hideung or Dark Eyes ?

June 10, 2008 at 8:27 am · Filed under iseng-iseng, musik, piano ·Tagged , , , ,

sekedar cerita iseng ;

kemarin aku lagi iseng-iseng sight reading semua partitur di rumahku.

Judulnya : “Dark Eyes–Russian Folk Song”.

Lagu itu mudah dimainkan, hanya saja aku merasa pernah mendengarnya. Ibu juga sama.

Ternyata, melodinya sama dengan PANON HIDEUNG.

Aku terus bertanya-tanya, sebenarnya milik siapa lagu itu ?

setelah kucari-cari dari berbagai sumber dan kutanyakan pada guru kesenianku Pa Mama, ternyata Panon Hideung terjemahan dari Dark Eyes.

Haaa .. kecewa deh ..

bahkan judulnya pun sama

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sekian dan  terimakasih

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full of spirit ..

June 5, 2008 at 7:59 am · Filed under spirit ·Tagged , ,

Asik asik asiik .. fathimah lagi senang nih senang sekali ..
Kemarin nilaiku nilai nilai pekan ulangan  naik naik lagi. matematika dapat nilai 100.
TIK dan Junior Programming juga.
Bahasa Inggris juga.
Special English juga.
yang lainnya juga sama, naik lagii.

OK. tetep semangat nih, udah bisa konsentrasi lagi. fathimah harus bisa masuk kelas IPA..

BITTE LUST HABEND ssemuanyaa,  Ganbattekudasai. ayo kawankawan semuaaa SEMANGAAAATTTT … yay

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me and my important hands

June 2, 2008 at 10:10 am · Filed under piano, tubuh ·Tagged , , , ,

last week I went camping for 4 days in Situ Cileunca, Pangalengan. and I played ‘arung jeram’ on the last day. When I went back home, I felt hurt on my left hand. I expected that there wasn’t any problem.

but in fact, several days later I was patient to be waiting for the recovery, TETEP SAKIT. On Wednesday, My right hand, my middle finger was hurt by glasses. And I couldn’t play piano well. So, I waited. I was worried, I must play piano in the concert. but… how about my hands ?

until finally on the concert day, Sunday June 1st, TETEP SAKIT. still hurt. Finally I asked my teacher, must I play piano in the concert?

and I played La Campanella and Prelude -Bach. And do u know the result? VERY BAD. I’d never played piano as bad as those playings before. It’s a concert u know .. Oooh I’m soo embarassed.

Everyone still thought that I’m great, so many people shook hand, and complimented,, but I’m really embarassed with piano playing like that. After I went back home I went to massager, Bu Uli. and the problem solved. My hands are healthy now. I’m Soooooooo HAPPY .. very very happy .. Alhamdulillah wa syukurillah ..

I knew .. finally I know that hands are the most important thing for pianist, I understand, and I felt that. I want to be a pianist, if it’s possible.

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p i c a ss o about art

May 19, 2008 at 5:49 am · Filed under seni ·Tagged ,

aku nyari-nyari daftar quotes terkenal..

terus aku jadi suka banget sama kata kata picasso nih :

We all know that Art is not truth. Art is a lie that makes us realize truth, at least the truth that is given us to understand. The artist must know the manner whereby to convince others of the truthfulness of his lies. Pablo Picasso, Spanish painter

Art washes away from the soul the dust of everyday life. Pablo Picasso, Spanish painter

God is really only another artist. He invented the giraffe, the elephant, and the cat. He has no real style. He just keeps on trying other things. Pablo Picasso, Spanish painter

The artist is a receptacle for emotions that come from all over the place: from the sky, from the earth, from a scrap of paper, from a passing shape, from a spider’s web. Pablo Picasso, Spanish painter

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relationship beetween two arts

May 13, 2008 at 8:04 am · Filed under musik ·Tagged , , , ,

“I don’t know why, but the sight of a cathedral always moves me in a strange way. Perhaps it is because music is the architecture of sound or because architecture is crystallized music. But there is definitely a close relationship between the two arts.” p68 Franz Liszt by Victor Seroff The MacMillan Company New York 1966 ccn#66-16106

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dengan puisi aku…

May 13, 2008 at 7:28 am · Filed under puisi ·Tagged

Dengan puisi aku bernyanyi
Sampai senja umurku nanti
Dengan puisi aku bercinta
Berbatas cakrawala
Dengan puisi aku mengenang
Keabadian Yang Akan Datang
Dengan puisi aku menangis
Jarum waktu bila kejam mengiris
Dengan puisi aku mengutuk
Nafas zaman yang busuk
Dengan puisi aku berdoa
Perkenankanlah kiranya…

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just a slight misunderstanding : a story about a delayed victory^^

May 7, 2008 at 10:39 am · Filed under iseng-iseng, lomba ·Tagged , , , , , ,

As I has written, the last time I’d not been told my victory in Karya Tulis ilmiah Competition. The trophy and the prize would be sent to my school, And then this noon it was delivered.

And I just realized that the competition I had joined and I had won, was for West Java Province. Humm.. That’s cool. So, I’m the first runner-up in that competition? Oooh,, what an awesome news. I was, and now I’m very happy.

I had thought that I only won in Bandung range, but.. the truth is.. I won in West Java range. A Scientific study of “Kultur und umwelt in Deutsch”, that had been studied and arranged by me for soooo many times and I’d become sooooo exhausted.. I’m happy to know that.

Hmm.. This is only a delayed happiness, caused of slight misunderstanding, and improfessional committees that didn’t give enough information!

hehehehehehehe…. :)

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Realitas Khatulistiwa

April 28, 2008 at 8:45 am · Filed under iseng-iseng, puisi ·Tagged , ,

Pasir membeku, angin menari

Diriku berkemul ketakutan

Takut.. takut..

Menembus sukma

Relung-relung kehidupan berlalu

Langkah-langkah memburu

Menembus rintangan khatulistiwa

Menantang waktu dan takdir

Dimensi realitas bejalan

Sang intan dalam gulita

menyelimuti pekatnya gulita

bak padang pasir diterpa mentari

Putri duyung bernyanyi

Bidadari melengkungkan senyumnya

Menyinari dunia dengan pesonanya

yang indah bak permata

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Hiasan Sang Khalik

April 28, 2008 at 8:40 am · Filed under iseng-iseng, puisi ·Tagged , , , ,

Kala surya menjelang

Tabur benih hijau nan rupawan

Hanya kelam kian menghilang

daur kicauan hiasi rindang

Aku lari,

kejar matahari

Hanya kelam kian kuterjang

Inikah bumi terpampang

Hamparan alam kian terngiang

Enggankah engkau paparkan..?

Enggankah engkau hempaskan..?

Bola biru samudra alam

Hiasan Sang Pencipta Alam

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